We Said Goodbye, But I Said Hello!

Hello to my new life..One without you
I have nothing against you at all
Even after the nonsense I put up with {you know what I mean}
Everything made me stronger..A better woman in myself..No, in Christ
Why didn't I follow my instincts? Smh us women..
I knew when we first met that you weren't right for me
I even said it to you..I used that word "never" and then....
I went along with it, hoping that one day things would magically change
Funny thing is I don't even believe in magic
I believed in us so much though..I don't even know why..
Maybe I was afraid to let go because I had already spent so much time
I had given so much..Maybe too much..
Time went by and the distance between us grew..Not only physically, but emotionally
Of course you didn't feel it..
I started feeling like we were just cool, but with a title that said we were more
I knew in my mind and heart that it needed to end
I was settling
Not trying to dog you at all..I'm sure you'll be perfect for someone else..
Someone made it even easier for me to let go
My eye opener
My eye opener came along and showed me what I deserve
We got so close in such a short amount of time..It's crazy {that's another blog..maybe..whew!}
I realized that I wasn't getting what I needed..What I should have..
I wasn't happy and my eye opener made it so easy for me to be
So now it's just me..HAPPY! On my own
I woke up the day after we deaded it feeling so full and so complete!
I think that was the sunniest day I've ever seen
I felt like God was saying "If you'd just listen to ME, you could feel this way always!"
I had been ignoring him for so long, but of course he was there waiting for me {again}..Waiting for when I was ready to stop doing things my way
I'm not even mad that it's over
Not sad either
A couple people found out and told me how sorry they were to hear the news
I still don't understand why because I'm not sorry
Things change..People change..And life goes on..
We Said Goodbye, But I said Hello!
Hello to my new life..One without you